Should I Stay In My Abusive Marriage For The Kids?

By Lainey La Shay

Abusive marriages like Emma’s are more common than many realize. God’s plan for a family never included abuse.

Emma sank to the floor in the back of her closet. Tears flowed down her cheeks as she huddled against the wall.

Rolled-up socks and a tennis shoe lie scattered on the floor. Her husband, Josh, had hurled them at her only minutes before as he blocked her into the walk-in closet and launched a verbal assault, calling her appalling names.

His brand of physical, emotional, and verbal abuse had only worsened over the years. She was on the verge of breaking. Emma closed her eyes. “God, what should I do? Should I stay in my marriage for the kids? Or should I leave?”

Emma felt confused, uncertain, and terrified. Raised in the church, she repeatedly heard that divorce was a sin, and God hated it. The Bible said so. She had also heard so many sermons on how kids need a dad in their lives. But should they have a dad around who was teaching them that abuse was okay?

Last week, their six-year-old son Oliver witnessed Josh’s verbal abuse. The six-year-old tried to stop it in the only way he knew how.

“Don’t you yell at my mommy!” He shoved at his dad with all his might. His actions got him pushed to the floor and locked in his room for the remainder of the night.

Emma wondered if staying in her abusive marriage was doing the kids more harm than good. But she was torn on whether to leave or stay in her marriage for the kids.

The definition of abuse

The Legal Information Institute at Cornell University defines abuse as “an action that intentionally causes harm or injures another person.”

Abusive marriages like Emma’s are far more common than many realize, even within Christian marriages. Here are a few statistics from the National Domestic Violence Hotline that may surprise you:

1 in 3 women and 1 in 4 men have experienced physical violence by an intimate partner
Intimate partner violence impacts more than 12 million people each year
Half of all men and women in the United States have experienced psychological abuse and aggression
30 – 60 percent of intimate partner abusers also abuse children in the household

It is critical to acknowledge that abusers may be male or female and that both wives and husbands can be abuse victims. It is also essential to recognize that Christian marriages are not immune from abuse, and Christians in abusive marriages tend to stay longer than those who are not believers.

God’s plan for a family

God’s design for the family included both parents and a healthy relationship that fosters love and growth. This original design, however, is often not what we find in families today.

Kids who witness domestic abuse between their parents tend to have more behavioral and mental health issues than other kids. Children who witness domestic abuse in their homes learn that abusive behavior is normal and acceptable. 33% of kids who grow up with domestic abuse will become abusive. Kids who witness abuse between their parents also become fifteen times more likely to enter an abusive relationship.

Re-read the above statistic about how many abusive spouses also abuse their kids (30-60%)! If you as a parent are not safe, neither are your children. Abuse always escalates over time.

You can read more about the impact on children when they witness domestic abuse.

You, as a parent, will need to weigh the pros and cons of staying in your marriage. Determine the impact it will have on your kids if you stay or leave.

If your family is in an abusive situation

The extent of abuse in families can vary. However, every situation requires help and intervention. Leaving an abusive marriage is not just as simple as deciding to walk out the door; choosing to stay does not make things right overnight. Did you know that it takes an abused woman an average of seven times to leave an abusive husband, even if she is in physical danger?

If you are in an abusive marriage, here are some things that you need to know:

The main national helpline for gender-based violence (GBV) in South Africa is the Gender Based Violence Command Centre at 0800 428 428. Other support options include the LifeLine Stop Gender Violence Helpline at 0800 150 150 (which also offers WhatsApp support) and the National Shelter Movement helpline at 0800 001 005. In an emergency, you can also contact the police at 10111 or the Crime Stop number at 0860 010 111.
Make an escape plan. If things intensify to the point where you and your children must leave, you must have a plan. The moment of crisis is not the time to figure it all out. If you have five minutes to go, you need to know:

When will you leave?
Where will you go?
What essential things (birth certificates, paperwork, bank information, clothing, medications, etc.) will you take with you?
Reach out to a licensed counselor who specializes in domestic violence and abuse. A counselor
Build the strongest support system that you can. Tell others about what is happening in your marriage, and create a code word that will alert them if they need to call the police. Reach out to your pastors and church for additional support.
Pay attention to your physical reactions, thoughts, and gut feelings. Often the Holy Spirit will try to warn us if something is not right, and God wired our bodies to sense danger before our brains even realize something is amiss.
Set boundaries in your marriage as you try to heal and correct abusive behavior.
Talk to your kids. Let them know that the abusive parent’s behavior is inappropriate and that the other parent’s behavior is not your child’s fault. Listen to your kids when they bring concerns to you. You can also help them by letting them talk with a counselor.

Remember that you are not to blame for your spouse’s behavior. You and your children have a right to live in safety.

Whether you choose to stay or to leave, remember the road will be difficult. Be kind to yourself. Remember that you are not alone. There are many resources available for abused families. Most importantly, remember that Jesus will never leave you nor forsake you. He will help you navigate these difficult decisions and walk alongside you whichever decision you make.